A little update from Ontario

We're here, we made it all in one piece and so did our stuff. It's been a long 2 weeks of trying to get things organized and set up.

It's been very hard on DH and I and we are at each other's throats. We're never like this with each other and it's scary and sad to me. I just want to cry all the time.

I thought coming home would feel good but it doesn't. We are bickering, stressed out and tired all the time and DH is still here...I cna't even begin to imagine what it will be like when he goes back to work next week. I am seriously starting to wonder if we our marriage will survive this move and the 3 years of being apart more than half the time while DH works in TO. If what we've been through in the last couple of weeks is any indication, we're in for a rough ride and I worry we won't make it as the three years is going to feel like a very long time of being alone and apart. :( I am really regretting our decision to do this now...I really, really am :(